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Many families have had similar experiences--you're not alone. Other AgingCare members have provided several resources that are available to you in the answers on this page. Please reach out to these resources as soon as possible to ensure you, your husband, and your cats get the help you need and deserve.
Have you ever worked, or just husband worked? Why isn't he working? Why isn't he using the toilet instead of a garbage can? Do you have your water cut off for not paying bills? How are you getting food?
Why do you believe you are "stuck there" in that filthy place? Husband can't tie you up or chain you to the bed, can he? He is the one who is nasty and mentally ill.
When negative things start piling up on you, that causes depression and hopelessness. My husband dying from cancer made me hopeless for 3 years. I know it sucks bad. Your husband sounds like he's got dementia, is mentally ill, or both.
You need to call 988 and have someone help you to get the guts to pack a bag and go to a women's shelter. Have them tell you which ones near you. Once you leave that nasty mess, call APS and report him and his biohazard waste. They will deal with him and the landlord will evict him. I'm amazed nobody has complained about the nasty smell.
Like you said, jail would have meals and more. So would a woman's shelter. You are drowning in filth and hopelessness. The germ levels could cause serious illness just breathing the toxic fumes, so you must get out now! Let your dirty husband fend for himself. He can't help you (or even care about you) if he is mentally ill himself.
You didn't cause this, and when you feel trapped and weak, it's hard to do anything. Doing nothing is easier than trying to get out of this hell you are in! Once you are actually OUT, your life will totally change. Only you can help yourself and make the move. You will have a support system of other women going through bad times at a shelter. Just put some clothes and whatever valuable you own in a garbage bag and QUIETLY LEAVE. Don't say anything beforehand to him either. Ask the shelter if someone can come get you nearby and give you a ride.
Take the first step and call 988 and tell them you need help to get to a women's shelter near you. That will start the ball rolling to have a normal life. The County people will deal with husband and the cats.
FOCUS ON GOING TO A SHELTER FOR HELP. NOTHING ELSE MATTERS.
Be strong and good luck!
So are you 40 and is your husband your age?
Is alcohol or drugs involved in this?
I'm assuming you are both over 65 (if your user name 1954 refers to your birth year). If so, this makes you (and hopefully him) seniors, which opens up some options. I'm also assuming you are not your husband's PoA (and he doesn't have one).
By your description, you husband seems to have some form of dementia or untreated mental health problem, or both. You can call 911 and tell them he's not acting "normal" and that he may have a UTI or other problem (do not mention dementia since this is not considered a medical emergency and they may not come). If the EMTs are able to get them to the ER (you follow) then you talk to the discharge desk to make sure they know you are not able to care for him at home, that you're not his caregiver and that he is an "unsafe discharge". No matter how hard the discharge people try to talk you in to taking him back home, DO NOT agree to that. Make sure you have his phone so that he doesn't call anyone else to come get him. Consider showing the doctor and nurse pics of the filthy living conditions and that your mental health is breaking down. Then ask to talk to a social worker and discuss him going directly into a facility. If no one is his PoA then the courts can assign him a legal guardian and will take care of all his needs and you are done with it. They may even keep him as a "social admit" if he has behavior issues or refuses meds as treatment. They will keep him in a psych wing until he is stabilized, then transition him into a facility -- most likely.
If your husband being removed from your apartment and the loss of his SS income will create a housing problem for you then talk to a social worker for your county about Section 8 housing options, if you're not already in one.
Or, instead of the ER strategy, you can call social services for your county first and tell them what's going on and that you want to be assessed for in-home services. When they come and see the conditions and your situation, they may have options for you.
You can contact churches and faith-based organizations for othe types of help, even if you're not a member or even a believer. My church helps "strangers" through a benevolent fund all the time. This is only a 1-and-done thing as they won't be able to help on an ongoing basis. Some churches have ministries and programs for seniors that might be of help to you, so be sure to ask.
You can also contact your local Area Agency on Aging for guidance and resources. I wish you much success in getting help for you and your husband. May you receive clarity, wisdom, hope and peace in your heart.
The cats should be removed for their own safety and care. People who cannot afford care for their beloved pets do them a disservice to keep them despite the love.
I am just so sorry. Reach out to APS and tell them you need help, request their visit. If this doesn't work look for your local council on aging (www.councilonaging for a contact number. )
There is clearly nothing that a Forum of strangers can do to get you help. If you must contact your local police station or sheriff's office for number for access to help and social services, then do that.
988 is the number of the national suicide hotline which can hook you up with help if you feel you are a danger to self or others, and you should call 911 if you are having such ideation. An admission to the hospital will get YOU care, will assess your hubby for care, and will get you in the midst of Social Workers who can provide you with access to care.
Your life and living situation sounds horrible to say the least, but there is help out there for you, I think you're just too far gone in your depression and have basically just thrown in the towel in your defeat instead of searching for it.
Please not only call Adult Protective Services in your area to report your situation, but also your local Area Agency on Aging, along with 211, as they will have a list of all agencies in your area that can help with housing, transportation, food, and whatever else you may need.
I am so sorry that you feel so hopeless, I just can't imagine, but I do hope and pray that you'll reach out to these different agencies and ask for help.
There is help out there, but you have to be the one to reach out and ask for it, and I hope that is what you'll do.
Life is precious and life is short, and I hope that sooner than later you'll be able to see at least a glimmer of hope in your situation.
Please don't give up. God loves you and wants so much better for you, so don't be afraid to take the necessary steps to make things better.
Also remember you are young, you have a lot of life and love left to give, this is one horrible bump in the road. Your not the first person to be wishing for death and you won't be the last. You can turn your life around.
You made the first step in asking us for help, now you have to make another step, by walking out that door. There are people that will help you, but you have to want to help yourself.
So please help yourself
The National Suicide Hotline number is 988 to chat or text.
https://988lifeline.org/
Wishing you the best of luck with all of this.