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Caregiving is a long, difficult road, and we're happy you have found the support of others here on this site. However, there are limits to what untrained members of the forum can provide for you.
If you are experiencing thoughts of suicide, please reach out to experts for additional support by calling the 24/7 National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 1-800-273-8255.
Additionally, you mentioned that your dad is a veteran. I agree with pamzimmrrt and suggest you look into other VA benefits and programs that can help reduce your caregiver burden. The Program of Comprehensive Assistance for Family Caregivers (PCAFC) is a newer VA program that might be an option.
You can read more about it here: https://www.agingcare.com/articles/va-expands-program-of-comprehensive-assistance-for-family-caregivers-461974.htm
I'm sure other caregivers will be along shortly to provide more words of encouragement and advice. Hang in there and please take care of yourself!
-AgingCareCM
This will only get worse if you are scrapping by now, look at this way it is only downhill from here to the end. So you have a choice get off the ride now or watch the train wreck. Do what your sister did and dust your hands, vet, father, person idc is not worth giving up your own life over end of story.
You say that placement isn't an option.
Can you tell me why? Is it that you are living with him and cannot afford to have his home sold out from under you? Or is he living with you?
I honestly think you are going to have the courts, social workers, the VA or SOMEONE to take over care of Dad.
I am so sorry you are going through all this. I honestly cannot imagine. I wish you luck. Make use of any and all resources you can find. Contact your local agency/council of care in your area.
He is living with me, yes, and his dog, which keeps him somewhat sane. they're both elderly, so it makes me get very overwhelmed on top of everything else.
He's very angry & defensive & combatitive during neurological exams, and has outright refused any pyschological help or sleep studies.
I replied above to someone else about some services I've found through the VA. Based on research I don't think he's elligible for a senior daycare (teh limit in NJ & PA for income is 4K, he makes 6K) and there's no room here for a live in CG. I just need some kind of 9-5 day care right now or something.
My quadriplegic sister was born when I was 10 and lives with my mother who’s 80 with Parkinson’s. Their disabilities are the least of their problems. They believe everyone should forego their life and only see to their needs.
I’m 57 now and it has destroyed my health and they do not care the sacrifices I made. In fact they are grooming my daughter and others in the family for when I give out. They’ll change me out like a tire.
If you don’t create boundaries and a life for yourself you’ll never have one.
You are reaching out & seeking help. Great!
You are researching the options. You may feel stuck. No option looks good yet. Stuck is ok for a while. It has a purpose. (Stuck is much better than falling in a deep hole!)
I have hope that, with support, the next pathway will become clear to you. Then you will have a plan. Once you are on that new path - you will become unstuck. A path that includes own life goals 😊
Energy conservation strategies will be critical to you. Pace yourself thoughout the day. Take regular rests, physical & mental. Sit down with a cuppa. Listen to music. Power nap.
If your sister or other relatives cannot 'save you' from this situation (& that's OK) turn to look for non-family people who CAN. Calling Lifeline or having a long sit down chat to your Doctor can start getting support for YOU. Because YOU matter 🤗
Care Plans needs to be evaluated to keep up with care needs regularily.
I think Dad needs a new plan. I suspect you do too.
Sending you positive thought of strength.
I highly recommend you write down, in two columns, the primary needs of the old sick guy in one column, and the primary needs of the lovely young woman in the other column.
Next step is to come up with a plan to meet those needs of both of them without sacrificing one for the other. If sacrifices have to be made, both have to share that.
Next, research all available resources in order to carry out your plan. Start with the resources that other posters have suggested.
There is hope. There's a light at the end of the tunnel and it's not a train.
Stay in touch and let us know how you are doing. We care.
Dementia or preferential/extreme senior brat behavior comes with not just psychological challenges, but physical ones. You are right to be ready.
With him a combat vet, he is entitled to aide care and homes. If his behavior spirals and the falls and double incontinence start, it may be coming time to put him in one.
We have a bunch of appointments coming up, and as I sold my fathers car to the cleaning lady (she's been very kind, gave me a good rate for this incredibly large project, and her car was totaled plus shes giving us rides now) that's another good step, I suppose.
But the issue sometimes is is that my father gets incredibly entitled (thinks they should just "give" him his hernia surgery without examination, since "i'm 100%"), impatient (nothing gets done soon enough for him) & angry (threatened to leave me at the VA, claiming we were there for "hours" (it was 2) and we were waiting for transport chair to get to the entrance from another floor since he walks incredibly slow) or fussy (didn't want to do sleep clinic for his sleep issues bc last time he wanted to lay down he "hated their pillows") they won't give him sleep meds bc of his dementia, but he's so, so restless! He gets so angry with me that these things are a process.
I don't know if the VA has aides, they should. They have few hour nurses, and hospice care in Philly, but that's end of life.
Apply for food debit card benefits through SNAP, and for Meals on Wheels, which will help free up more money for his care. A senior center usually has staff that can lead you in the right direction for added services, reach out - they are there to help! Encourage any friends your Dad has to visit. It sounds like your Dad is also fighting feelings of hopelessness and loss of independence. This is a rough time for both of you.
You are tired and feeling unappreciated and hopeless, but you are truly heroic and a wonderful daughter. Cleaning out the home and brightening it up is a good start to change the energy, so is playing music you both like. Keep going. Please don't give up, this too will pass. And we are here for you to vent and get advice every step of the way. God bless you.
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