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The good news is that my mom's speech and swallowing have returned to normal. She can move her head to both sides (not the case at first) and her core strength is much improved. She can eat with her right (non-dominant) hand. It's the left arm (which is useless and has not improved at all) and leg (a little motion, but can't bear weight) that are the problems. I can try to do some exercises with her, but she's not so cooperative unless it's a professional person forcing her to do the work.
The other thing, is if we take her out on longer outings, what happens if she needs to be changed?? She can't transfer to a toilet, even with help.
So my answer to your question about how to emotionally detach from the heartbreak of these situations is to minimize the heartbreak by focusing on the hopefulness of the situation.
Ask any nurse, caregiver, and they will tell you the many times they cried when going home, or in another room away from the patient. This is normal, and you are not alone. Not good to deny it or stuff normal feelings.
But the next day, there they are, treating the patient who is sometimes their Mom.
And, then there is support on forums, and respite-someone else doing the caring while you recover (respite is needed even if loved one is in a facility.)
Is there hope? Yes, imo.
What do your mom's doctors tell you ?
Recovery from stroke does take a long time - family friend had a trach and feeding tube was sent back and forth between hospital and snf for months but family didn't give up on her - she is now at home able to eat and walk a bit - she spends time on the couch napping and tv and has short term memory issues but a year ago that seemed like an impossibility
Is it possible to hire a private aid or give a housekeeper or college kid some xtra money to go and sit with your mom for a couple of hours a day ? My mom wouldn't make it through a hospital stay or rehab without one now
I didn't use to do so but now as soon as I catch my mom's eye across the room I start waving to her and she holds her arms up to greet me with a hug
Yes I agree bingo is lame especially if the folks are hard of hearing - and the caller has a foreign accent and there aren't any prizes !
Is there some simple game visitors can play with your mom to develop using her other hand? There are plenty of slot machine type games on an iPad type device that she could press with other side perhaps or could she work a cross word puzzle together ? My mom can't figure the up and down and across anymore but if I read the clue she can give me suggestions and I write it down and tell her "we win."
The progress does not stop after a couple of months. In every case I was involved with, I provided in home care. A trapeze placed over the bed (chair) allowed the patient to assist with their arms to move back and forth bed-chair.
It was hard work, but the stroke victim did get better, and some time between 9 months and a year they did become able to make the transfer without help.
The therapies should continue. Because a I was in the home everyday...I spent the time to talk with them and work with the speech/OT therapy plans.
Being in a NH is unfortunate. Progress will definitely be slower without the intense care. It will not likely stop, but might not be enough to keep her out of depression.
Only thing I can suggest it to private pay for therapy to go to her, or try to work out family to fill in now instead. Speech therapy and OT will be glad to make copiesof their work plans for you to follow.
You are having an emotionally challenging time with your mother.
In my opinion, this is not the time to emotionally detach from the situation after only 3 months post stroke.
It is a crucial time to throw yourself into the fight to get her more rehab by consulting with the doctor yourself and getting a second opinion, even transferring her to another rehab who has not given up on her care. If you aren't up for this fight, get another family member to do it, and someone who can advocate for the second opinion, convincing Medicare to approve better care, extending the exercises for additional time. Give your Mom a year.
Consider yourself to be her lifeline on the phone, cheering her up, listening, directing her thoughts to positive ideas about life. Or ask someone else to do it.
When you visit, you don't have to be an irritating ray of sunshine, but walk up to her with a Hi Mom, hold your hand out (palm up, open) so she can reach out to take your hand and say, "Mom, do you want to get better today?" Or, less generalized, "Mom, do you want to eat?" Learn the techniques of encouragement, perhaps even hiring an irritating ray of sunshine to help her along.
I get that you are sad, and grieving, but she is not dead yet, it appears she has not given up, and is still alive. You need support too Xinabess, hoping you can find encouragement for yourself to not give up. To change the emotional pain into new goals for you and your Mom, to regroup, reassess, and get back in there to help her live a better life. It is not hopeless, others on here are doing it for their Moms.
There is no guilt or shame if you cannot do it, but you can find someone who can.
I would look into transferring Mom to a more encouraging facility with a post-stroke specialty in rehab. after consulting with the Patient's Rights Advocate.
Others on here may have ideas how to get her the care she needs rught now. Think of the plateau as she was just taking a rest, and can re-commit to getting better.
You can make that commitment too.
Your mom is lucky that she has a lot of people who want to spend time with her. Is there money to get your mom a room in a senior residential community? Will she let you delve into her finances to figure out what her options are?
It's only been three months since her stroke and I think it takes longer both to accept that life won't be the same and to adapt to ones new limitations. My inlaws live in an independent living building that is affiliated with a home care agency making it easy to purchase extra services for my MIL, who also has a strong life force. MIL's sheer will to live has helped her beat the odds associated with her neurodegenerative illness. By this many years into her illness, most people are bedbound or dead.
Only you know your mother and what she is capable of. I'm really glad we didn't give up on my inlaws.
OBTW, docs at rehab put her on antidepressants while she was recuperating; I hold her Medical POA and she was still pretty non-responsive and I think that they've helped TONS.
I'd find out about the Hair Salon thing. At my mom's NH, I sign her up for a particular day (or just write in the book "whenever mom wants" and the hairdresser comes and gets her. No waiting around. the system they have in place sounds awful; maybe you can help improve it.
Is mom in a wheelchair, and can you get her outside while the weather is nice? If you're in the city, is there anyplace nearby (park, store, movie theater) you can get her to for an "outing"?
Poor lady, she must still be in shock apart from anything else. Do you know, I haven't really thought about that aspect of it before: the sheer abruptness and trauma of going from beetling around quite happily minding your own business to being unable even to sit up and drink unaided. My mother wasn't in good health and she had already been developing vascular dementia for at least a couple of years before her major stroke, but even so the sudden loss of so many more abilities was devastating. Your poor mother, I can only imagine how she must feel.
My mom has enjoyed some of the Sunday movies and musical guests at the SNF, but she is just not the craftsy/ bingo type, especially now that her dominant hand is paralyzed. (Why does everyone think bingo is the perfect activity for old people??)
Anyway, millions of people are in this situation right now. And millions of people die way before their time, so it's hard to complain about making it to 83, as my mom has. Still, it's very hard to see our loved ones suffer, no matter their age or their illness. I don't think antidepressants could make the harsh reality of this situation better for my mom, and she is violently opposed to taking them. (I do take them, btw, but her generation tends to resist them.)
Also: depression is a common 'aftershock' of stroke. If your mother isn't already being helped with medication to counteract that it might be worth asking about it.