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If you went over there and explained in person what happened to his clothes, would it change anything? Probably not.
You did everything right in getting the new slacks and trying to engage dad in the process. His mind is not right. It is no one's fault, it is just a terrible reality.
If you go next Sunday to see him, stop at a restaurant you like and pick up a meal you will enjoy, then pick up his 'usual'. No need for you to eat something you do not enjoy. Yes it will take more time, but, having a meal you like is worth an extra 15 minutes or so.
It took me many years to realize the only person who will look after me, is me. If I do not put myself first, nobody else will. I was raised to believe that as a daughter then later mother and wife, I came last. I wore myself out working 6 days a week. Nope not any more.
Every emergency that your father "thinks" he is having does not equal YOU having to intervene.
"Dad, I'm so sorry about your pants! Please ask the nice lady at the desk to get someone to help you out. I'll be over next week and we can chat about it then".
Can you do that, Tiny?
THIS. Times ten. You're doing a great job taking care of your father. With dementia, he's not going to remember every conversation, so yes, it's his facility's job to intervene when he freaks out about something minor. As you said, he's 45 minutes away. There's only so much you can do, and it sounds like you've been at your limit for awhile. Remember, you're the ONLY person who can say "no".
Example: I have friends who will currently ask me for things that they shouldn't ask me to do at this point in my life, and I used to always say yes, no matter the cost. But now, I realize that these people aren't EVER going to think to themselves, "You know, WhirledTravel is caring for her FIL full time, he has dementia, and she's trying to keep 2 businesses running as well. Instead of asking her to do something for ME, maybe I should ask her what SHE needs?" Seriously, almost* NO ONE does that. So, YOU have to be the one to say, "No, I can't do that right now." And don't feel guilty about it!
*I say almost, because I have to say that I have one AWESOME friend who has done a few really sweet things for me lately, and I'm so grateful!! Recently, she brought me some food for my animals so I wouldn't have to go to the pet food store. Delivered it right to my door, and I hadn't even asked her or mentioned it! She's amazing. Tinyblu, you need and deserve someone like that in your life, and I hope you find one!! :) ::hugs::
I created this monster. He has been used to me running to save him since I was six years old. I'm definitely going to work on getting the staff involved more. The thing is, he will call ME directly. Half of the time, the staff is unaware of his meltdowns. Then when he does make them aware, he will say "Tinyblu is upset with me" or "I don't want to get into trouble with Tinyblu". I don't know where he gets that, so I often worry that the staff thinks I'm a monster (I can be impatient).
I tend to try to handle his meltdowns on my own because calling the staff to inform them of what's going on is a PITA in itself. Dial number... wait for answer... ask for transfer to Assisted Living side... hope someone answers... if no answer ask to be transferred to other AL floor... hope someone answers...hope it's not the one with the bad attitude that yells at the residents... ask for what I need... hope they follow up... worry about them following up...
See what I mean? It's easier for me to just handle it (Yes, I recognize this is my codependent control freak speaking... UGH old habits die hard).
Thinking of you!!💜
Anyway, all you can do is take it one step at a time. My husband came from a co-dependent family, and for years now always jumps in to do things for his dad, as if everything is an emergency. I sometimes ask him, "What's the worst thing t hat will happen if you don't do XYZ for your dad?" That sometimes helps get perspective.
Also, once you do quit running to his aid, either the staff or your dad will start to figure things out on their own. And that's ok. I know dementia is tough, and sometimes you DO just need to be there. But part of this is a pattern, too. I say that not at all in judgment, but because I've done it! I was part of the pattern. With my own f amily, when I finally stopped "jumping" when they said jump, they eventually quit asking me to jump all the time! It did take awhile, though, to be honest. And, I had to learn better ways of coping.
You might try Googling "Pinterest Codependency quotes". I know it sounds silly, but sometimes reading those quotes is a good reality check. I do it when I start to fall back into old patterns.
You could also maybe read the book "Codependent No More" by Melody Beattie, and "Boundaries" by Cloud and Townsend. They're both excellent.
I wish you peace and no guilt in your journey!! You're a wonderful daughter!!!
Get the email addresses of the folks you need to contact. Don't call them, email them.
Don't take "no" on this for an answer. These employees have email.
A very nice RN unit manager, who actually was very nice, NEVER answered her emails. I was told this. I called AND emailed. She NEVER answered her emails. She was suddenly no longer in the employ of the NH.
I'm a gov't employee. If I don't answer my emails and phone calls within 24 hours, there are consequences. Don't take no for an answer.
Don’t worry about anyone thinking you aren’t a good daughter. The staff at facilities are far too busy to spend much time forming opinions about resident’s families.
In the future...add new clothes to the collection but leave the old ones alone. You may be able to get him to wear the new ones when you come visit....till he recognizes them.
Besides, what do you care what other people think? As long as he is clean ... job done.
He thinks he's "bothering" them or a "nuisance"
...and he IS bothering me. Sorry if that sounds mean, but today instead of focusing on work, he's melting down about his new oxygen machine.
I BEGGED the hospice staff to try to fix his old one, but the nurse thought it would be easier to use a small tradition oxygen tank instead of his portable electric one due to it turning off while he was away from the AL (I still think it is an issue of the Adult Daycare Staff not turning it off when they take it off him).
Dad is deathly afraid of oxygen tanks. He thinks they are going to explode, and he tries to do everything himself (though most of the time he does it wrong because he's legally blind). He definitely can't control the traditional tanks because he can't see well enough to use them.
...so he's been wound SUPER tightly since they put the silly tanks in his room. Despite the staff telling him that they will take care of everything, I've had to deal with a frantic senior worrying that he doesn't know how to work these tanks. It's not computing that he only needs to ASK (anyone but ME) for help.
His answer to the issue: just sit in his room (again). I'm really not in the mood to make multiple calls to the staff about this, but now my nerves are shot. Another ruined day at work...
I JUST WISH I HAD REAL HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'M NOT IN THE MOOD FOR THIS TODAY!!!!! MY JOB IS CREATIVE!!!!! MY CREATIVE ENERGY HAS LEFT THE BUILDING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
"It's his journey."
You aren't responsible for every moment of happiness or unhappiness in your Dad's life. What's the worst that can happen if you turn off your phone for ONE day? Your dad might be unhappy for the day, but that's ok. He has options that he's not using. You're currently trading your own happiness, peace, joy, productiveness, and life, for his.