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What your Mom has is anosognosia, where someone is unaware of their own cognitive condition or that they can't perceive their condition accurately.
Watch a few Teepa Snow videos on YouTube as well. She is a good teacher on the topic of dementia.
My mother had vascular dementia for 6 years, most likely what your mother has, caused by strokes. She too had anosognosia where she was fine.....all the OTHER folks in her Memory Care Assisted Living facility were "stupid" or "crazy". Ativan is a great calming medication for agitation with dementia, and so are anti depressants. Speak to moms doctor or ask dad to do so. Vascular dementia has about a 5 year life expectancy to it.
Just let moms calls go to voice mail if they become too frequent, and limit your conversations with her. Remind her that dad loves her and ask her what shows she's been watching on tv?
Keep reading this forum for advice on how to deal with all of this. It's a lot. But we all help one another around hers and it makes life just a TINY bit easier.
Hugs.
Normally I’d ask something like “If you think Dad is conspiring against you, who would you trust to help you?” or “Dad loves you. Why would you doubt he wants what is best for you?” But with dementia, logic flies out the window.
Could she convinced that he and the doctor are helping her post-stroke? (stop referring to dementia) Some “brand new treatment” to try. “What should Dad be doing differently to help with your recovery?” (to give her a sense of control)
I tried to divert and redirect constantly. And validate her feelings without giving in. Sorry you’re dealing with this rotten, frustrating, combative stage.
It is so hard to wrap one's head around dementia (regardless of type) as the person before you is NOT the same person as before. And as others have said, there is NO amount of reasoning, explaining, logic, pleading WHATEVER that can get them to see or understand what you see. It is pointless to try and heartbreaking all the same as we all want to help our LO accept and deal with this, but often they cannot. It is like asking a blind man to see; it is just not realistic or possible.
The letting go of this need to explain, to reason w/them, and to get them to accept/understand "the situation" is a maddening stage for those of us stuck in this stage. It is a stage in our own acceptance of this horrible journey of dementia.
The advice about limiting calls (let them go to voice mail and you call back if/when you choose to do so) is a hard one but well worth setting your own boundaries of what you are able to handle/take. The calls are not helping your LO and likely causing you stress, anxiety, grief....
Limit the time of the calls to maybe 10 mins max OR to when the conversation turns negative. I used to set a timer w/my mom, and would say at the 8 min mark something like, "oh there is a deliveryman at the door, got to go." It really did not matter if I used the same "off ramp excuse each time, she did not remember." Or if she was in an awful mood at the outset, I would say something such as, "sounds like you are having a bad day, I am sorry about that, but I'll have to call you back later, perhaps we can chat when you are feeling better." And I would wait a full week before calling back or taking a call from her.
I ended up limiting the calls to once every 2 weeks and for only about 10 mins max. It was ALWAYS the same auto tape, "I am fine." "I need to go home." "I do not belong here." (she was in a nursing home, permanent placement), "You need to do what I tell you to do." (she wanted me to take her into my home and do the 24/7 care solo on my own, not feasible.) "I am going to get pills and kill myself." "The food here is terrible." "They do nothing here for me, I take care of myself. (She was bed bound, used a wheelchair, they had to take her to the shower room to be showered 2 time a week, but in her mind she was totally fine and could take care of herself.) I was the evil daughter who "put her in a nursing home" and "I took her money" (actually she was spent down so Medicaid could pick up the nursing home bill.).
It was the Twilight Zone any time we spoke. So after a year of this insanity, I reduced calling and visiting more and more until I went no direct contact. I could NOT take the outbursts, the accusations, all the crazy stuff any longer. No siblings to help. Dad passed when I was a kid. Thankfully one living brother of my mom, visited once a week. She was 87 when she passed in Dec. 2023, after 3 years at the nursing home. Sad, but finally the nursing home part of the dementia journey has ended.
The other piece of advice (helped me greatly) is to work with a talented therapist on your own to unpack all of this. The feelings of guilt or obligation, fear, sadness at the loss of your LO before they actually pass is a lot! You are grieving many things at this point and working with a talented therapist can really help you process all of this. I am still working w/my therapist, now into year 3+, started when the permanent nursing home placement decision was made for my mom, as she was then mid-stage AZ dementia.
Journaling is another good outlet. Just write it all out ANYTHING and EVERYTHING no matter how sad, awful, your rage at all of this, whatever. Let it all come out.
Hope you get through the "explain it, get them to accept it stage" as quickly as you can.
You may want to book an appointment with a Geriatric Neuro-Psy doctor. Perhaps, the right medication(s) may control some of the symptoms.
This is how my mother started thinking that people were stealing from her. They can't help it, their brain is broken and the wiring is not the same.
This is quite common. But make sure someone is physically showing up and also checking on your father. It's hard for old-age couple when gets sick. They are both trying to hold on.
When the time is right , let him know it’s ok to accept hired help with caring for Mom , no matter what Mom says . Your Dad will need some breaks .
The spouse who is the caregiver of someone with dementia is often more stressed than the person with dementia who thinks they are fine .
I am facing the same issue with my brother right now. He has been diagnosed with Alzheimer’s disease. He’s only 60.
I am concerned about him living alone, especially since he lives several states away from me.
He knows what his diagnosis is but he seems to be in complete denial at times.
I am somewhat relieved that he did appoint a good friend to be his medical PoA. Plus, he did look into assisted living and memory care facilities in his area.
Just as soon as I start to feel better, and feel like he is starting to accept his diagnosis, he will say something like, “How did this happen to me? I just have to focus more so I won’t forget things.”
I wish you well and hope that you can find peace during this difficult time.
Some people will know & understand about their new deficits (eg see their weak arm, hear their slurred speech, feel their swallowing difficulties).
Some people will not be able to *feel* their deficits, therefore not believe or understand them.
The brain has the injury but the brain cannot recognise or understand it.
It's not really denial, but more a lack of insight.
Dementia may be a diagnosis given to describe this cognitive damage. In particular after a stroke, Vascular Dementia may be the diagnosis label (as stroke effects the vascular system).
It may be kinder not to even discuss the term Dementia with Mom.
".. and blames her issues on the strokes and claims she is getting better".
I'd agree with that! I think your Mom has given you the perfect slogan. That she actually has good insight!
Her new thinking challenges most probably ARE caused by the strokes. (I'd simply call them *brain changes*).
Regarding "getting better" she may or may not BUT everyone needs hope.
Gains are usually in the initial weeks but still possible (usually at a slower rate) even up to 2 years or beyond.
I wish you all well. It is a huge change for all of you to adjust to.
I am sure hundreds if not thousands of people experience this. The key is understanding dementia and how to communicate.
What to do? Nothing. Well... DO listen with compassion.
* Do not argue
* Never ever correct her (why would you: this just increases her anxiety and fears)
* You want to ease her stress and fears, not be 'right' and 'correct' - that doesn't matter and it won't help her at all.
* YES - you DO validate the person, not her words/thought process. She is in denial due to fears - who wants to admit they have dementia?
--- Learn how to validate her by actively listening.
--- A person having the cognitive ability to KNOW they have dementia (before it gets worse) must be one of the most difficult things to know / process. Give her a lot of compassion understanding how she feels (fear).
- And do set limits on your availability / schedule when you can talk to her AS she will continue to feel more stressed and fearful --- and call you more often. For yourself - You need to set boundaries (in a very nice way) "I'm busy with xxx now, I'll call you back when I can ... later ... tomorrow."
--- As is appropriate, see if you can find other support for her: neighbors, volunteers, social worker.
* Offer reflective listening (I hear you saying ... )
* Reflective listening is not agreeing; it is letting a person know you hear them - their fears - their concerns i.e.,
You reflect back to her - her words.
"I understand you feel ... that must be very difficult for you."
* Google Teepa Snow; watch her You Tubes, order her books, listen to her webinars. This will help you understand how to communicate as effectively as possible with a person inflicted with dementia.
Gena / Touch Matters
Google "anosognosia" to learn about what causes such "denial".