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I, too, had that problem with my mother. At stage 5 Alzheimer's she was no longer capable to live alone. But she said that no one would "ever" put her in a nursing home. I had to trick her to get her in memory care. I didn't visit the first 2 weeks to let her settle in, on their advice. When I visited, she physically attacked me for what I did.
She kept saying she wanted to go home and I found "therapeutic fibs" worked the best. My mother was a proud defiant woman who had lived alone for the previous 30 years. It just made more sense to placate her than to rub her nose in the fact that she was too senile to ever leave supervised care.
I agree with the NH psychiatrist-don't burst her bubble. Her dementia will progress and, at one point, she will forget about this aspect of her life. My mom doesn't ever mention it anymore. Poor thing, she can't think of anything. 😢
You seem to be suffering from guilt due to placing her there. Why should you feel guilty? It would be irresponsible of you to let her continue (in her state of mind) at her own home without supervision.
I suffered from sadness that now I was the "mother" and she was dependent on me. Also, I was nervous. Would I make the right decisions?
I felt helpless regarding her condition and scared to think I've got to watch as Alzheimer's eats my mother's brain and she mentally wastes away.
But no guilt, because I knew I was doing the right thing.
Their disease not only affects them mentally, it affects us mentally too.
Tell your therapist to put herself in your mothers shoes. Would she want to hear she's doomed to spend her last years there when she doesn't want to? It sounds like the therapist wants to relieve YOU of your "guilt" (at any cost) by telling your mother a fact that she can't comprehend nor accept.
Yes, you are lying to your mother-something we were never supposed to do. But we lie because we love them and want them to be as stress-less as possible. Because of this, we pay a high price from "guilt". Come to grips with making her life easier with therapeutic fibbing. Acknowledge your other feelings but I don't think guilt is one of them.
So I still let her think that someday, maybe, whatever, .......I don’t say THIS IS THE END OF THE LINE
We just have to say whatever it takes to keep elders calm, especially when dementia is involved, which seems to be true in about 95% of cases as folks get to the mid 80s.
And it’s still hard for me emotionally. I have to fight the instinct to give mom comfort. Maybe someday I can. Right now she needs to adjust and not deal with the evil son who put her in this horrible place.
I would let your mother keep on hoping. After all, it isn't impossible, just very very very (many many verys) unlikely. Maybe eventually she will get used to the idea that she lives in a NH now. Maybe not. Either way, I see no reason to take away her hope of leaving.
Obnurse, My mom is also in NJ and I am out of country!
I talk to staff, get reports, arrange for this or that, but I don’t talk to mom right now. It serves no purpose. They are fine, or as good as it gets anyway.
Mom will never accept her fate until her dementia worsens and maybe not even then. I’m dealing with it. It’s not my fault. I’m starting to sleep better now.
I remember my Mom asking to go home. At first I thought it was the home that she and my Dad had shared. After awhile and with some clues i realized it was her childhood home, especially when she asked to see her sisters and her parents. My Mom was 98 years old. I had to use "therapeutic fibs", like saying "maybe tomorrow" as I knew my Mom wouldn't remember the conversation later on. It made her happy in the moment.
Perhaps you feel regret and sadness, not guilt. Telling your mom that she is a permanent resident of the home is not going to help the regret and sadness; they are part and parcel of watching someone you love get old and lose their vitality.
Do as the NH psychiatrist advises. And read Atul Gawande's On Being Mortal.
I'd listen to the nursing home psychiatrist and work on your guilt in another way. How is upsetting your mom going to help your guilt? You could tell your mom that when she's able to take care of herself, she can go back home. Or some version of that "therapeutic fib". Hugs. You are doing the right thing.