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Today was one of those HORRIBLE days!!! I just want to run away. She was beyond confused, and very aggitated. Nothing satisfied her. These are the days that I question how long I can continue to do this. And then she has those "good" days and then I feel guilty for thinking about placement to a PCH. Today I took her out shopping for a bit thinking that would help. But it made it worse. Her worse time of the day is between noon and 4-5pm. Thats when her anxiety is at its highest. She is back "digging" at her face again, I no more get it cleared up and she is back at it. I have pleaded with the doctors to give her something to help calm her, but no doctor will help. I am going to take her to a geriatic psy tomorrow. I am hoping that an 1 1/2 drive to this doctor will have benefits and just not another wasted trip. I think that this disease is actually harder on the caregiver than the person that lives with.I know that sounds mean, but this woman is killing me mentally and physically. I get so angry when "other" people in the community(like moms "former" friends) try to tell me what I should do!! One friend of moms had enough nerve to tell me that I should never consider taking mom outside her home. That it would be wrong to do so. Well, this woman calls about once a month not to check on mom but rather to tell me what to do. She hasn't been here to see mom since last summer which was about 15 min visit. She talked to me and ignored mom who was sitting in the same room. This friend tells me that she can't handle to be around mom cause she is not the same person. On moms good days she always asks why her friends don't come to visit. Of course, I make excuses so she doesn't get upset. Dementia/AD takes everything from the person and its so sad. Especially, when they have those good days and they are aware that something is going on with them in their head. I remember one day a while back ago, mom looked at me and said I have a problem. So I asked her what she needed? She proceeded to cry and told me she felt trapped in her head and that she prayed no one would feel like she did. A moment later she was asking where her daughter went? I was sitting there the whole time!! In that moment I knew that she understood something she was unable to control was taking her over. I feel that a higher power gives us caregivers the strength to move forward each day. No matter how much we feel we can't do it we manage to do it!! We do this out of respect to the ones we love. Knowing that if the roles were reversed they would be helping us!! Caregivers are not given the dignity and respect like we should get. We are in every city, town, every community everywhere. We are men and women from every walk of life who are trying to do our best!! GOD BLESS US ALL!!!
My Mom had Alzheimer's and after it became well ingrained within her mind she would very, very rarely come back. I will say though, that while I took every advantage of those lucid moments to enjoy her company and nurture her from that perspective, sometimes when she would 'come back' she would experience horrific mental anguish almost always tearfully sobbing and asking me, 'What's wrong with me'.
In a very short amount of time though, her inner terror would diminish and she might even again be joyful... but only when the grips of Alzheimer's would once again take her back. Sometimes her terror was so great I would think that it was somewhat of a blessing when she once again didn't know what was going on and could comfortably bask in the 'seeming' peace her Alzheimer's caused lack of brain activity brought forth.
No fun, but try to thoroughly enjoy her 'awake' times by remaining active with her.
V
Unfortunately you will see a lot of little storms interspersed with the calm......as someone dear to me has said..."it is what it is".
Take care and let us know how things go.
Just remember that even though you may feel as if you are dealing with a child, you are not and you CAN NOT make it all better----I just try to keep things as pleasant as possible and pick my "fights" carefully. I choose to disagree with my mom now only when it is something that may harm her. After a year of fighting with her of for not letting me wash any of her clothes I've decided it was not worth getting her angry and upset
Now I "store" her clothes every season (4 times a year) and double wash them before I put them away. She bathes 2 times a week so at least she is not horribly dirty. "It is what it is" do what needs to be done and don't sweat the small stuff. Enjoy the lucid moments you have left.
"this disease is actually harder on the caregiver than the person that lives with it". That is the absolute truth! There is no guilt in admitting that.
This is a journey you will never forget. Nor will you ever gain so much. This act of caregiving someone who has ALZ is the gift that keeps on giving. Honestly. You will grow and grow. When you read or hear about another caregiver who is caring for their loved one who has been stricken with this awful disease, your ears will perk up, and you will instinctively know that you can help that person because "You Been There".
You probably can't see any of that now because you are in the middle of it all. But you will be the one who truly benefits from this experience.
Also- I have been attending ALZ caregiver support groups for the last 5 1/2 years. They absolutely helped ME with MY sanity. They pulled me through every time. I beleive in support groups 1000%. If you havent gone, you can call your Alzheimer's Association. It's usually and 800 number. And they can tell you how to find a group. Really. As a caregiver, you need others who are going through what you are going through.
Sleep well, and please take care of your self. The more you take care of yourself, the better you will be able to take care of you mom.
This is a tough job we do and you're right we don't get any respect for doing it......we will get our rewards in heaven.
Take care and I hope tomorrow is a better day for you.
- JoAnne
I know what you mean. I feel that life prepared me for this! Prior to taking care of mom. I worked in Home Health for many years as well as attending Nursing SchooI. I have always been the "caregiver" personality wise. Doing home health care, I was exposed to many different illness including ALZ/dementia. God was preparing me to be able to look after mom with a little knowledge. Isn't it funny how life works in mysterious ways? A day before my dad suddenly died, we was talking about me being in Nursing school. He looked at me and told me God has a plan for me and to be patient and strong and that he would always support me. I sometimes wonder if he was forseeing this? At that time my mom was not showing any symptoms of Dementia that I was aware of.
My mom and I were never close, however she is now the mother I wish I always had. She can be so loving. Everyday is a growing experience for me whether I understand it or not!!
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