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With all this running around looking after everyone else, who’s looking after you?
I STRONGLY suggest you hire a support care worker for either your husband or your son. We just hired one for $30/hr for 3 hours a day twice a week. Imagine what you could do for 3 hours? Go shopping and ENJOY it. Go to the beach with a book. Go and get a massage. YOU DESERVE IT.
Don’t think of it as an unnecessary expense. Think of it as a down payment for positive mental health and happiness.
Neither your son nor your husband want to be weights attached to your ankles, dragging you down. And, they’re really not. You love them, of course. But everyone giving giving and giving goes until there’s nothing left to give, and that’s when the scary happens.
Do yourself a favor, if only once a week, and get a 3 hour break. You’ll thank yourself for it.
hug!!! you seem like such a nice person :).
hugs nannyann!! courage!!
i think there are truly wonderful people on this website. i give everyone huge hugs, and wish us lots of peace and luck!! one needs some luck too!! :)
bundle of joy :)
So, please start doing little things(to start)like going for a walk to the beach on a regular basis, sit outside and enjoy a nice glass of wine by yourself or with a friend, meet a friend for lunch or supper, go to church, and definitely find a local support group for caregivers. You deserve it.
And there's is always respite for your husband, so you could get away longer if you really want to. I wish you the very best.
My own DH is having health issues too so I'm not sure that I'll ever get my life back as it once was. Things change constantly, and even once he's on the other side of his health problems, I'm likely to start facing some of my own. I think we have to look into creating a new 'normal' for ourselves once these health issues kick in, you know? Carve out time for ourselves where we pursue hobbies or interests, join support groups to make new friends, etc. Otherwise, we can easily get buried in the muck & the mire of the CG role to where we ourselves are lost souls. My own mother is 94.5 with advanced dementia & living in a nearby Memory Care ALF (thank God), but as an only child, she is my responsibility 100% and that does take a toll on me as well. Just last week I was at the ER with her for the standard 4 hours that's required each & every time the ambulance is called. It's not easy being 64 myself & having all this stress, that's for sure! I always make sure to de-stress by watching mindless nonsense on TV & coming here to AgingCare to post & read, in addition to pursuing my hobbies.
Wishing you the best of luck carving out your new 'normal' in the midst of being a caregiver to so many loved ones.
Excellent post. A “new normal” is a great phrase to encourage— like “reinventing”oneself, and that CAN BE exciting! But lives are clogged with details, which we readers are not aware of, still, a spark of hope and direction can be such helpful things in lives of isolation, duty, and loneliness.
Nanny ann, one step at a time. One problem solved at a time. I like to write a list of goals with a rough priority and timeline for achievement. It helps me to feel more in control, even if I am not! I re-write the priority times and goals as necessary. I look at them weekly. It helps me.
I am a bit isolated, geographically. Are you? Are you interested in connecting with more social supports? It’s surprising what you can come up with once you prioritize some of your own needs. You must. Make it a research project! That could be so fun!
Again, I know few details of your community resources, and only YOU know what you’re up for. I’m a few yrs. your senior, and I refuse to let go of this notion that I can sell my pecan caramel rolls at the Farmers Market. Not this year, but next year. They are superior!! FUN! Then, maybe,…… Ha! Grab it, girl. Now!
The other thing I did that has really helped is I started a class in design. It's more like a creative venture as opposed to a career change and it's therapeutic to say the least. I've found if I just steal a couple of hours a day just for me I can manage the - 8 to 16 hours a day I have to cater to these seniors who simply refuse to do anything for themselves. Having my two dogs that come and put their had on your lap like empathetic friends also helps. I tell myself everyday it's going to get better and this is a test that will ultimately be followed by another testimony. I've found a couple of caregiver's programs through the hospital and just by accident I discovered this site. Hope my positive experiences can help others get through theirs.
You DO NOT have to cater to these seniors 8 to 16 hours a day or at all. I've been in senior homecare for a long time. Almost 25 years and am currently caregiver to my mom in her 80's. Believe me when I tell you that you're not doing them a favor catering to their every whim and waiting on them hand and foot. If they can do for themselves and are still capable on some levels then they MUST do for themselves. If everything is done for them like they are invalids, they will lose whatever independence and capability they have and will quickly become invalids.
Force them to do for themselves if you have to. Tell them they are not infants and are not going to be taken care of like they are. Give them chores. Like it is now their job to make sure the dishes are done, and done properly. Otherwise there will be no meal and they can go hungry. Insist that they fold and put away their own laundry, or help you with meal preparation, or cleaning, or anything else you think they are capable of. It's for their own good for you to be a little bit of a hard ass with them if you have to.
If they refuse and just sit at the table waiting for meals, tell them that they have lost too much independence and that you're looking at facility placement for them because you can't care for two invalids in your home.
You'll be surprised how quickly elders become very reasonable and excited about doing for themselves when nursing homes are mentioned.
I've had more clients than I can count over the years that were exactly like your mom and aunt. Expected to be waited on hand and foot. I always told them the same thing. That I was the only thing between them and their family putting them in a nursing home. If they were unwilling to even try, then I'd have to go. It always worked with the ones who were still capable.
Unfortunately, I don't really see a way out of the situation. Caregiving is giving up your life.
1. I take virtual "trips". Still remember the wonderful "visit" to the Taj Mahal I had just a few days ago. Google virtual tours and you'll be able to go (sort of) anywhere.
2. I asked myself what I would be doing differently if things were different. Startlingly at first I could only think of the typical -- sleep later, etc. But then I ran out of differences and realized I didn't have any real plans, other than thinking things would be different. As I started to identify those things, there were some I could move into my life right now.
3. As I watched my LO's move into very old age (97+) I could identify things I am changing right now to make old age better than it would have been without those changes. Many of our parents etc. did not get that option.
Wishing you the best!
When I had dad for 8 years, I still attended yoga, walked with a friend, bookclub once a month, bunco once a month, attended church. So it sounds to me like you need some connections. Call the library about a book club, there are even online book clubs. Do you attend worship? Join a woman's political group. I am just making suggestions. But it must be based on what YOU like to do. I just joined a crochet and knit group that I found from Groups on NextDoor app. An 80 yo woman who was in my yoga class hired a caregiver to watch her hubby with ALZ so she could attend.
Because you can't use family as a group to do things with, you need to make new friends and connections. So very vital as we age to not be isolated. Sit down and really think about what you would enjoy doing to meet others and pursue how to do it. Find a reliable caregiver to relieve you or what's wrong with the adult brothers helping out? Can’t they come over when you want to go somewhere.
It takes energy and initiative to do these things but you and your life will be better for it. Your husband can’t fill this void you feel.
If you want to travel, respite caregivers can stay with your husband and mother. There are special travel and groups for people who are traveling alone and they're great. Finally the travel industry put two and two together and realized that people who are alone shouldn't have to miss out on travel because they have no one to go with.
You can't get back your old life, but that doesn't mean you can't have a life because you're also a caregiver.