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I read your other post too. Your wife has had a traumatic brain injury that you must accept, as hard as it is to do. You must also accept that she is now terrified of you due to the fact that her brain isn't working properly. She may no longer recognize the fact that you're her husband of 48 years and that she loves you. To her right now, you may be a stranger.
To you, home is the best place for her and where she belongs. To her, she'd be going to a strange place with a stranger she's terrified of, against her will. Try to see things from HER point of view.
When you took her off hospice and sent her to the ER for care after she said she wanted to live, you agreed to do whatever it took to get your wife back to some baseline of normalcy, or, whatever her new normal would turn out to look like. That remains to be seen, yet. You have to let the medical professionals work with her to GET her there. You have to give it lots of time and take their advice. You can't be forcing YOUR way on your wife because you think it's best......you don't have the medical training to KNOW what's best! You're looking at this situation purely from an emotional perspective: you love your wife, you want to scoop her up and take her home where she will be cared for 24/7 in the best possible way, period. Except for one thing: she's terrified of you. So for her, it will feel like she's being kidnapped and dragged away some place. You don't want that.
Work WITH the doctors to get her back to a functional baseline. Reenter her life as a friend, a little at a time, and earn her trust again and eventually her love. Once she starts smiling when she sees you, you'll know shes in a better place.
This is a terrible thing for BOTH of you, mrbill, and my heart hurts for what you're going thru. I wish you patience and understanding in spades to travel the long road ahead of you. Wishing you and your dear wife Godspeed to endure it.
I may ask her if she is mad at you. If she responds yes, then say your sorry. That you didn't realize that her being there would upset her so much. That she needs to show progress and do as much as she can. That the staff thinks she fears you. Which is working against getting her home.
A cerebral hemorrhage causes brain damage. IF they survive, people with this kind of stroke (as opposed to one caused by a blood clot) may improve somewhat, as your wife seems to have. But they generally do not regain all the abilities, including accurate perception, they used to have. She would certainly have had a neurological exam at the hospital, but not a psych evaluation yet as she cannot communicate enough verbally. Try to have a visit with the doctor who saw her in the hospital so he can explain (or talk to any neurologist).
The doctor and nurses at the nursing home understand the damaged brain and almost certainly do NOT think you have been beating her! Do not worry about that. Also do not take her disapproving looks personally. They are probably not related to anything you have done. Continue to visit with her, not long exhaustive visits, but try to comfort her and explain to her where she is and why. Don't fret if she doesn't seem to understand. It may be too difficult for her to comprehend now.
I wish you the best. It's a very difficult situation. Can be exhausting. Take care of yourself health-wise, and get as much support as you can from others.
If this is due to your wife's brain injury of not is of little importance. If she is afraid, then she is afraid, and cannot be put into the care of someone she truly fears.
If this is due to your wife's brain injury I cannot imagine how very disturbing this must be to you. I just read about a well-known author who now understands that the man she accused of rape and got incarcerated for 19 years is innocent of her rape; I cannot imagine losing life and liberty for 19 years because the wrong woman passed me in the street and accused me of rape, then being convicted, and losing two decades of my life to the prison system. You state you had a joy-filled marriage; this must be a dreadful shock. Seek the help of neuro-psyc, try to have patience, and allow your wife to go to in facility care until things change.
All I can say is keep going.
Keep your strength up : eat well, sleep & keep exercising. Exercise especially can keep your mind from being overwhelmed.
Keep your mental supports up - call friends, chat online, talk to neighbours.
Keep being informed of your wife's condition. All the updates from Dr, Neuro, PT, OT, other etc. Is there a Psychologist in the mix?
When my Mother had her stroke (ischemic) I noticed behaviour changes about week 3. I was never able to find out the cause (?? 2nd stroke, smaller strokes, depression or mental adjustment/grief). This was NOT noticed by medical staff as they did It know her personality prior.
In time, with much rehab, she returned to her home - with my Dad taking on the heavy toll of 24/7 carer, as he chose to do. He, as did many spouses, did a 'trial of care' in rehab. It was not done as a pass or fail - it was a step towards adapting to the 'new normal'.
You may have many weeks before the opportunity is right for that but I mention that as a potential path.
Until then, I would suggest considering a Psychologist be added to your wife's team. the turning away from you could be depression? I think of deep depression after trauma as a holding still phase - to allow the body & brain to catchup with reality. Some may rise to their normal mood in time themselves, some really benefit from councelling, some from medication + councelling.
Acquired brain injury is a scary term but hopefully there is much improvement to come.
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My mom suffered a massive stroke in 2019. She couldn’t talk or even open her eyes for months - she went to an acute care hospital after the ICU and then rehab.
We can never know what they are going through as the brain is healing but I can tell you - it can heal and just takes time. What I know is that no stroke is the same. Is she talking yet? As she may be having one of the many speech/cognitive issues - some people don’t recognize family - some don’t understand language - aphasia - apraxia etc etc I would suggest talking to her speech therapist about your concerns so they can check and address them if she is experiencing any of them.
I think it would help if you knew if she has any speech and communication deficits and what they are first - when my mom couldn’t respond I did get her to use thumbs up and thumbs down - I tried to get her to write (she couldn’t for quite some time) - her speech brought in poster boards so mom could point at pictures - etc. So is she able to speak yet? Do you feel she doesn’t recognize you? Etc etc
If you can give a little more info - I can tell you what worked and helped my mom.
Ps - my mom talks - does crosswords - chats on the phone - reads etc it just took a lot of healing and time. My mom will always have some deficits but she did regain a lot. Her short term is still being strengthened and she has 100% of her long term memory. Just don’t panic - keep the faith.
What area of town are you in?
Your wife will have different issues based on the areas of her brain that were damaged.
Initially, patients with brain damage have a lot of pressure inside their heads that put pressure on the brain. Think of it like spraining your ankle and getting a lot of swelling from the injury. Now, imagine that "sprain" is inside a box and the swelling pushes on the brain because it has no other place to go.
As your wife's brain injury recovers she will have less of that swelling and pressure that decreases healthy brain function, Good news! She gets back some of the things she was able to do. Bad news! There will be areas of the brain that remain permanently damaged.
Rehab works with brain-injury clients to help them adapt with whatever deficits remain from the permanently injured brain. PT, OT, and speech work mostly on muscles that were affected. Sometimes her thought processes are permanently effected. Sometimes her "feelings" are permanently affected.
Talk to her neurologist to get a good idea of which areas of your wife's brain are permanently damaged and what changes to expect to be permanent.
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