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I'm exhausted. Maybe I can get a better night's sleep tonight knowing she won't need her bedding changed every few hours. What a relief! They also increased her pain meds and told me that if she's still having pain, they'll keep upgrading it until she's not in pain anymore.
Yes, I do appreciate Mom's recognition of how exhausting this must be for me. She also thanked me this morning for taking such good care of her. It really does mean something, after all....
What a blessing you are for your mom
If there are any financial resources then please look into an agency caregiver to help you a couple of hours - ask for one who can handle the bed changes
One person can turn and change if they know how to use the cloth Chux
Reposition mom on her side to clean her bottom
Use pillows under her calves to keep her comfortable
Wish I could bring you supplies - I use a lanolin cream on mom - far better than zinc oxide which is hard to wipe off - lantiseptic available on Amazon
Please make sure you are staying hydrated - try those fruit flavored sparkling waters, and eating light snacks - yogurt, cottage cheese and those canned peaches, raisin toast and peanut butter
Hugs
The staff also used some ointments to prevent skin breakdown. I think Cerave was one. It seemed to work; despite being emaciated, Dad never did get any pressure ulcers.
Carla, how are YOU holding up now?
I don’t think I’ve ever told you this - it was a post of yours that was the very first post I read here.
Your post immediatly made me feel comforted, relieved and even a bit hopeful. I knew I found a safe place with folks that truly understood what I was going through - cause you were going through it too.
I hope that now, during this difficult time you can feel some of the same - comfort, understanding and yes, even a bit of relief and hopefulness. As well, I’m wishing both you and your mother peace as both of your journeys come to an end.
You have been an inspiration, dear CarlaB!
Adrenalin will keep you going for a while but it's not reliable as a plan!
With the turning and rolling, has anybody actually showed you how to do this? You may be able to lessen the discomfort with the right techniques. Do you have a slide sheet, too?
I admit I never had to do this - my mother wasn't experiencing that kind of pain, plus I had what Daughter 2 charmingly calls my 'wiry strength' to fall back on - but if need be are there neighbours you could call on, say for just five minutes at a time? Not for anything intimate, of course not, but assuming your mother is properly covered and they've washed their hands, all they'd have to do is hold her steady while you get the chucks settled.
I mean, you know how people are always saying "if there's anything we can do..."
The other issue is that we can't get her fully clean and dry under her butt and legs, and I'm afraid her skin will break down from the constant moisture. The catheter would really help prevent that so I'm hoping the hospice folks (and Mom) will agree with that. Wish me luck!
Or, if that's not possible, obtain ??Chux?? or the pads that are plastic with absorbent material (like a puppy pad) to place under your mom. They can be washable or throwaway. You can find them a big box stores or a large pharmacy. Those'll keep the sheets dry and save you from having to change them. You'll still have to roll your mom to remove/replace the Chux or pads though, but it'll save you a lot of work. {hug}
She had a good day yesterday. She was actually alert enough to watch TV for a few hours. She ate two peaches total, had no appetite for anything else. She has pain everywhere when she is turned or moved, so finally last night we got some pain meds for her and hopefully that will lessen her pain and make it easier to help her.
The worst part is she's become incontinent with urine, flooding herself every few hours without knowing it. This is why it's so important to be able to move her, so I can change the sheets and the chucks and hopefully in my wildest dreams actually get a diaper on her. She's too weak to assist in rolling on her sides to get under her, and pressing her hip or shoulder or wherever to try to turn her makes her scream in pain. Hopefully today will be better.
The good news is I do have help. My brother in law has been my knight in shining armor, staying with her so I could leave to go for meds and bringing me a hot dinner last night when I was starving but hadn't had time to make anything. Even my sister came through in a big way, helping me change Mom and the sheets yesterday and staying with Mom so I could go back to my apartment to feed my cat and pick up more stuff I needed. Mom's old housemate/caregiver has offered to help also and I will ask her to stay with Mom today so I can run out to the grocery store. Need more peaches, even if they're canned in syrup!
Mom said to me when I was changing her sheets at 5 am "you must be exhausted". Truth is, I'm holding up pretty well so far. Not without help, of course. But I feel good about doing this and that's helping me a lot.
Thanks for all your thoughts and prayers and support, all who posted!
I've read on this forum a most profound thought that you are taking on the beautiful and loving task of escorting your mother in her final journey. May her journey be peaceful and pain-free. In this, your final task, may the love and support of the good people on this forum heading to you bring you comfort.
I've heard many, many others say the same thing happened to them. Please do not beat yourself up if that happens. It is just what they do....
Put all thoughts of what you said you would never do out of your head. The real heroes in life are the previously reluctant ones.
Post often, please, if you can. Here we are.
PS - I had a reclining armchair for one or two crisis nights. Or, if you've got a folding bed or camp bed that might fit in your mother's room? It's no good trying to be strict with yourself about going to bed to sleep if your heart's in your mouth and you daren't close your eyes. Being in the room or right next to it can help.
You have great love and it shows.
Hugs Buzzy
Peace to you both.