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I don't want to be one of those fly bys but I don't have an elderly person I'm caring for either. But maybe I'll swing by again if things get rough in the aftermath.
I was so blessed to read your thoughts. And it was very distracting reading about career's cats and favourite things too.
You're an incredible, and lovely, bunch of people doing the most difficult job amazingly.
I can't thank you enough 💜
And he is going to come home tonight!!!!!!
Thank you though and I hope when the dust settles my other half can separate himself from them enough to start living again.
He's hoping to be home soon!!!! It won't be soon but he's thinking about it!
I'm lonely blah wah wish this whole thing could end.
I'm missing him so much.
Uncle is still surviving. There's nothing I can do for my partner because I don't see him for more than a moment here or there. I'm in a better frame of mind today. Thank you for that advice.
I used to live for the things I could do for others but now days I can barely keep up with the basics. I work long hours in a very demanding job which takes me away from my passion - my kids - far too much and yet without it I wouldn't be feeding or housing them.
I believe you are right though, but I struggle to do anything outside of my meagre efforts in the house and go to work. I have no balance but unemployment is high in my area so we are lucky in that I am employed. I'll think of a way to make a less privileged person's life better. I like the gifts for needy kids!
You are lonely. You miss your partner. You understand that he's doing a good deed for someone else, but you'd much rather he be there, doing nice things for you.
Think if this as an opportunity to practice self-care. Some of us find it difficult to make time, space and opportunities to care for ourselves and need others around to make us feel "cared for". You have an opportunity to grow your capacity to feed your own soul here.
At the same time, sometimes the best way to get out of the "selfish" feeling is to do someone else a good turn. Take a lonely neighbor to lunch. Volunteer at a soup kitchen, even if it's just a one-off. Buy some early Christmas gifts for the "needy kids" drop off programs that will start on December 1.
I wish this was all over. I'm so weary of hearing all the beautiful ways my partner cares for her, distracts her and keeps her as happy as he can. He said it's to keep her from constantly being at cousin who is the main carer and to help make uncle's life easier. Only knowing that doesn't help my heart. I miss him and I'm hurt of all the things he does for her and the understanding she gets. I wish this was all over and we went back to normal. I really am selfish and I wish I could find a way to have only feelings of sympathy and support. I'm really low tonight. Sorry.
It is normal to expect communication to be ongoing. You were acting normal. Your partner, though, is dealing with an abnormal crisis and, like many men, seems to be a bit rubbish at the old multi-tasking: he wasn't distancing himself from you, he was concentrating on one thing at the expense of another. He has, with your help, since learned that "a trouble shared is a trouble halved" and has started talking. You have done him more good than you know.
It's amazing to be able to speak honestly and anonymously here. And thank you for replying. You've got a wealth of experience in this and I've not had anything to do with the end of life happening at home and how it affects all the loved ones. The more he talks to me the more I see how many people need to be there to keep the balls in the air. And I felt like he was choosing that, I suppose, as a way of distancing himself from me. Omg that's so selfish of me to have thought that way.
I'm sorry I make aunty sound so cranky - she is but she's also beside herself with stress and her usual crankiness is much more than normal. And it takes two to tango, my partner hasn't said no on the past so he's set a precedence that is hard to change at this stage in things.
It's very comforting to read what you say. I know I'm not sounding very charitable sometimes but I'm doing my best to be as understanding as possible so I don't lose it. But it's nice to hear that I'm not exactly wrong to be upset about some of it.
The nurses said they think the end of life secretions have started so it won't be long now. Aunty is still saying he might get better. She's never accepted that he's not going to make it. It'll get worse before it gets better now, and the best I can do is just love him and be there till things settle down. When she's past the first few stages of loss we might be able to have more normal lives again.
My pop literally had the softest sounding gurgle for a minute or so before he passed. How long do these things normally last before they're at peace? And yes, part of me also thinks that a lot of others can be at peace, and I do feel bad for thinking like that.
His family have been quite needy of his help and support, with him doing everything they ask, from the gardening/lawns/cleaning/washing, helping with the family business and running countless errands such as aunty asks him to go get cut meat for lunch, then when he gets back asks him to go get a certain type of bread for lunch...on and on. And she's very opinionated and demanding. I've been so disappointed with cooking him a magic dinner, to help show him he's special, only for him to not even come home that night because she told him he had to stay for dinner and gets really cross if he says he has plans already.
He asked them if it'd be alright for him to go to his own work today (he hasn't worked in months with this situation) and they all said yes. He popped in between jobs, and she asked him to fix the car, and after that to mow the lawn. He asked could he do it tomorrow and she got cranky so he mowed the lawn. She told him to have lunch and he said he was really late to his next appointment and couldn't. So she got cranky. And finally he is showing some frustration towards things - I'm obviously quite frustrated with that they demand him 24/7 but he's been okay with that. He won't turn his back on things, he's not like that, but perhaps he might get some perspective that he is there to help them but his aunty is demanding too much. She's 80 and he feels he has to treat her with the utmost respect but I think she's quite unreasonable a lot of the time. I know she's grieving but she was like this before, and now she's become such a force that can't be reckoned with.
His kids are coming from miles away for his birthday and his special day with them looks like it will not happen. I look on in absolute frustration. But rather than be critical, the things you've all brought you my attention gives me the ability to find something encouraging to say - instead of saying nothing like I've been doing up into today. Thank you!
I did have a bit of a talk - okay it was two and a half hours worth of talking and after reading the pp's post it's rather lucky it didn't end in a mess - and I did tell him I miss him and that I can't go on living like this: not hearing from him for days on end and not knowing if he's okay or what's happening. I said I'm not asking him to leave his uncle, just to call me or text me and let me know what's happening. He has started texting regular updates and surprised me by coming home last night and the night before. He's opened up and talking about what's happening and his thoughts around each member's involvement and how he's feeling.
I have given much thought to the post about living out past regrets; I'm not sure if it's a 'regret' but his wonderful grandfather, who raised him, died suddenly when he was 14. He loved him and looked up to him and still does very much. Maybe he's finding his way through that.
He decided to step back a bit yesterday and see how things went for his family but one of the cousins doesn't take care of uncle the way the rest of them do - he has him walking with a walker rather than wheeling him in his chair, and sits him on regular chairs he could fall off, so the others are very stressed. They're all exhausted too and he was hoping the other cousin would be more helpful to relieve him and other family a bit. Cousin is going back to his hometown to work today but it was a wonderful little moment we could spend together and it's helped me.
I'll be a constant source of woe when the warm glow wears off - get ready!
Seriously though, it's very good to hear your thoughts. I can't really talk to friends because they see the outside, the obvious that he's neglecting his most significant person, and I'm too upset to try to explain that it's more than that. I don't think he has lost our love, just that he can't manage the two situations and his head is going at a million miles with whatever thoughts he needs to have to process himself with this situation.
Thank you (: